Musical Lodge

LYRICS:
I have a hard time believing
You don’t love me anymore
Though I was never really perfect
My real flaws would rarely show
You’d stand around here forever
Waiting on me go
But I was scared to take the message
So scared to be alone

Chorus:
Waking up with an aching heart
In the throws of being completely torn apart
This life, this dance, it’s sad and it is dark
All this making love is way too tough
And when it doesn’t take you far
It rips who you were
and shatters who you are

I have a hard time pretending
I don’t hear you anymore
There are fingers on these light switches
Soft footsteps at the door
A smell is in the laundry
Washed away but faintly yours
I’ve been so scared to change the pillows
So scared I’ll be alone